June 6th/6月6日

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最近、悩みいっぱい。仕事の契約が終わるまで、ちょうど2ヶ月残ってるんだ。私、少しずつ成長している。今からも、成長し続ける。そのために、新しい生活始めないといけないという考え方がある。成長するために、住んでいる場所も仕事も変わりたいということ。だから、8月に引っ越す。。。どっかに。

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でも、ここにいる人、今までできた友達がいなくなって寂しい。なぜかよくわからないけど、最近よく泣いちゃう。releaseだけど。悪い気持ちはそとへと思ってる。泣いたら、不安か悩みが少しずつなくなる。と思う。とりあえず、大好きな友達と相談したり、遊んだりしている。いつも泣きそう気がするけど、幸せ。こんな素敵な経験できて嬉しい。ありがとう、皆。💕

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Recently my head has been swimming with doubt and anxiety. My time here in Shibushi is coming to and end. But I’m growing. Everyday I’m growing and learning who I am and what I want. I want happiness. I want to never stop learning and having fun. In order to continue my pursuit of happiness, I have to start over a bit, so to speak.

In August I plan to move within Japan. But every time I think about it, I cry. I am going to miss all the friends I’ve made here so much. So until we say goodbye, I’m enjoying every moment. No matter how small.

Tears don’t mean we are unhappy or weak; they are a part of growing and living. I’m so thankful for the wide-range of feelings I’ve felt here. I’ll be so sad to leave, but incredibly thankful for everything that’s happened to me.

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This is happiness.

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